Today, I had a moment of "OMG, why do I feel like everyone is coming 'at' me with so much hard stuff?"
It gave me a moment to reflect on the gift of the stupidity of some people at work who operate from fearful reactions to what new information means to their self-preservation. And why I felt myself entangling with it even though I am clear about my North Star, hold space, etc.
They gave me an experience to experience in a moment who I really am as designed as a sovereign human...and how my reaction was actually a spiritual boomerang.
What's a Spiritual Boomerang?
I wondered why does the universe or free will STILL put big things in my path? It doesn't matter that I bounce back naturally and quickly these days (which is wonderful) - I was puzzled why the intensity and magnitude of new information was getting "worse" - was it the full moon?
Nope, it's simply because I'm too stupid to live in universe sovereignty without having things press up against my space. I need the experiential information from events in order to be in my sovereign space because I'm an amateur.
Throw a rubber ball against the wall and it'll bounce back and hit you in the face with just as much force, just like a boomerang.
I care deeply about the people I interact with daily...whether at home, in the office or during playtime. Why else show up, right? So whatever the boomerang is, whatever comes back to me, it's going to be as deep. I always hope for a joyful one but sometimes, the hard ones get through my thick skull better.
From the universe and soul's perspective, we are all here to know who we really are - vast, endless, atomically powerful. Confounding events may only be requests to be that soul using a body that acts as a channel within singular points of time and space.
Spiritual boomerangs are important and you know them to be huge but my perspective is that they really exist to be:
- a plea to embody the vastness of who you really are whose sovereignty miniaturizes the grating of the soul that boomerangs cause. The boomerang seems important but it NOT what matters.
What matters is the chance to embody the BIG stuff of our sovereignty of the universe in our physical bodies without abandoning every day life.
- a display of the direct relation to the amount of energy we spend on them...to do our best, to love it the most, to control it, to avoid it, etc. The more you put into it, the stronger the pull to engage and entangle yourself in it.
- a reminder that they are NOT the spiritual correctedness that is marketed today. It is NOT about letting go, being centered or neutral in a lobotomized zen state, or being love & light. It's lesson is deeper, real word instant download of what these pretty words imply.
It's also really hard and impractical to be in the zen when you see the line of land mines at the office detonating in fast succession towards your cubicle.
- an opportunity to use your body to alchemize the spiritual blueprint you carry from your soul's timeline by translating the sovereign spiritual stuff into physical matter and translate the physical into the spiritual.
This serves as a prompt to use who you really are, not the false identities of your job title, your family role, or hobby, so that you're not substituting your sovereignty for the drama of stories that aren't yours.
Recipe Card: Eliminate the Spiritual Boomerang
All this alchemy stuff sounds crazy so let's break it down by how stopping it has practical, real life benefits.
It's about being in the real world by embodying an all-knowing, sovereign energy that sees the truth beyond words and appearances. Whatever happens in front of you becomes a body-based affirmation that it fits into your overall journey. An instant "download" so that you use your energy efficiently without having or not having to do anything specifically "figure it out."
These are a bunch of words below that describe the observation of feeling the energy in your body.
- Check to see if your North Star is filtered, you've detached from your body's right to be connected to earth, or are not holding space for yourself.
- "Look" at what's in front of you from your Sanctuary space - the center of your brain where the vastness of who you really are becomes apparent.
- Refresh your grounding/life force mixture in your body and space in whatever way you do it or sign up for the True Life Roadmap for how I do it.
- Run the duality system in your body with your unified, highest potential.
- Receive the download on what the event is really about within the context of your soul's timeline.
Although this doesn't mention changing the event, it will, simply from your sovereign power and the vastness of that space.
Have you ever thought about the stuff that pops into your world as a direct reflection of what you put into your world?